O God, what do You want?

Never have got anything on a platter.
Never have won a battle while on the saddle.
Making me toil hard.
Making me fight,
like a fallen knight, for a honor
So tough to guard.

O God what do You want?
Making me do things
the way You want?
Losing all on the platter,
Is that my destiny, for that matter?

Any higher motives You have in store?
For this was the latest and the biggest in my life,
The Bore.
For if there are not, why do I do
what I do?

Perseverance is a quality, they say
Patience a virtue.
Sweet are fruits of hard work, they said.
Expectations were great. Efforts not far behind.
What went wrong? Who is to blame?
Nobody except me, destiny they say,
Plays a very big game.

Selfless Love

Selfless Love! The quest continues. Is there anything such as a purely "selfless" love? Love that "loves" the beloved, love that doesn't care for the "self". Can there be any selfless love? Why do people love others? Why is it that some people come to mean so much in one's life, that nobody else does one care about?

As mutual as it has to be, come to think of it, the concept sounds illogical. But does everything have to be logical? Can everything be explained? Is there a reason for whatever happens?


Nothing ain't matters when
to thy world do I come
O! Selfless Love
The end of an eternal quest
A state of blissful rest
thou are, O! Selfless Love



My "logical" self cant help delving a li'l more into this, forgive me eh! There has to be a logical self-focussed reasoning for the above behaviour. Come to think of it, as much may we want it to be true, nobody is purely selfish or purely selfless. It is like "selfish" is "black" and "selfless" is "white", and all we humble creations of the Almighty are different shades of grey. And that too functions of time as well as space!
It is just when two of these infinite functions assume similar values on a quantized bitscale, irrespective of time and space, that "true", "pure", "selfless" love, results. And ofcourse, the Quantization level determines the longevity of such a relationship. Might sound far-fetched! But, is it?

Strong is that love finer is whose quantization. Selfish we might be, each one of us needs someone to be there, if not al the time, most of the time, for us. Finer the quantization level, lesser the noise, lesser the probability of error, more likely the "one" would be the "one" in most situations!

Arbit, huh! Geeky, ha! Maybe. Who cares! Atleast a curious mind has been satiated. Atleast a thirst has been quenched. Atleast a model has been formulated. Atleast science has conquered the hazy and fuzzy world of human emotions!


Selfless love, how pure you are,
do you know? How much I need thou,
do you see? How true to thy self,
you are! Satiating human spirits,
the ultimate ecstacy, an eternal bliss;
The end of my quest, a feeling
better than most of the rest.

Life?

Power, fame, money
Is tht life O! dear honey?

Contacts and name
Is life only this game ?

Broken Friendships
Shattered Glasses
Blatant Infamy
Just to earn some money ?

What is life ? What is its goal?
Is it only mine
Or is it for the world as a whole ?

"One step for man
But a giant leap for mankind."
said the man the first to land
on moon.

Is that the truth? Or
was that a lie ?
Are my actions for the world,
Or are they just mine?